just a weird psychotic fox boy

// Riley // 18 // kit/kits or he/him pronouns //

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Until nirvana

I’m sorry to have left
My online family,
For some of you have seen a side
Many have not seen.

I’ve learned so much about
Who I was, and who I’ve become.
And after all I’ve seen on here,
My work is not yet done.

I know my calling is to make
The world a better place.
But I don’t know if I’m prepared
For the struggles I will face.

My first url was a promise.
Until-nirvana, as name suggests;
When I was finally happy,
My blog would go to rest.

I suffer major depression.
My anxiety keeps me awake.
My schizotypal personality
Made relationships hard to make.

And now I have a reason
To stay alive, for some friends.
And a love for whom I know no bounds.
I will not be my own end.

The bottle is collecting dust.
And I’ve put my blades away.
My tissue box still runs empty,
But in this world I’ll stay.

Each day is still a struggle,
But with one burden less.
And I have hope that one day
My head won’t be such a mess.

One day I might return
To see how my mutuals fare.
But this blog is no longer my escape.
And visits might be rare.

This blog and the friends I’ve met
Have helped me through my strife.
But with a heavy heart I say goodbye.
I must go on with my life.

thrakaboom:

When doctors are like “what are your symptoms” and you’re like “dude I don’t even know I just kinda live like this”

allkillernofiller:

There has been a lady inside my brain screaming for the past 10 yrs and u think taking a bath and doing yoga will stop her? U are wrong. She is a very mad lady and she will not be silenced

I just found out that my gecko’s tail works on my phone’s touch screen, so I’m gonna let her make a text post and let autocorrect interpret her words.

zldg:

kaijutegu:

Funks go e y y man kill zucchini angst

She has spoken

barkbones:

aesthetic: im spotted out in the woods wearing nothing but a pair of ARE YOU NASTY? booty shorts. im covered in dirt. my hair is full of twigs. im not lost or anything. just making my living stealing nuts from squirrels and slurping creek water. i become a local cryptid. the nasty woodsman.

janecrockerofficial:

tedallen:

I had a dream I was on cutthroat kitchen and I got stuck in the pantry and alton brown kept me in there & told me I had been banished & had to be the Pantry Goblin for the rest of time

This doesn’t even sound like a wacky dream, this sounds like something that could very realistically happen on Cutthroat Kitchen.

ive said it before and ill say it again

farmsuggestion:

yehaw

You’ve heard of build-a-bear workshop. now get ready for

berrystumpytail:

dfabbatter:

destroy-a-duck wasteland

how long have ducks been the opposite of bears

👍

clannyphantom:

*takes gulp of vodka straight from the bottle* my day was fine

the-last-teabender:

hiboudeluxe:

pancakemilkshake:

pancakemilkshake:

Kitties who eat too fast get ＴＨＥ  ＰＵＮＩＳＨＭＥＮＴ  ＢＯＷＬ

Tags: wow this seems cruel

Sometimes cats eat so fast they puke bruh. It’s not healthy. There are a ton of people reblogging this actually happy that there’s a solution for this.

my cat does this. and honestly this might solve his problems… i.e. SLOW THE FUCK DOWN, CAT.

I’m not gonna lie, I think I need one of these for me.

radroachmeat2:

highfivesforcoolguys:

Chicken spiral…

A storm is coming

sad37:

the cool bird

Hi everyone long time no see I want to die today and my anxiety doesn’t want me to seek help so I guess I’m fucked haha